If i don’t fuck him, i’ll never be able to focus on work.

In my years, how is it possible that a newcomer to work makes me so nervous? i don't understand why he doesn't stop looking at me that way, he's not even my type with that hair and that way of dressing. because of him i am continually distracted at work thinking about what it would be like to have my cock in his mouth. isn't all this crazy?